my fave rapper………#2 to joe budden
She doesn’t know
In my mind she doesn’t understand or even fathom how much I love her. One of the 2 women in this world that have never broken my heart. She’s been there for me thru everything and I have tried my fuckin hardest to be there whenever shes needed me. I kno I have let her down and dissapointed her. But I can hope and pray she can forgive me for the time I haven’t been there. I vow to be there for her whenever she should need me. I would kill, steal, give my life for her, etc. What she doesn’t kno is that it hurts when she takes out her anger and frustration on me. Considering i try to make her smile every day I see her. I give her my advice when she asks for it. I’m one of the only men to not hurt her. And yet she still finds a way to tell me she doesn’t need me or anything from me. She doesn’t kno that hurts me. She doesn’t kno that I go everyday wondering how I can make her a little happier. She doesn’t kno I love her with all my heart and soul. She doesn’t kno that she has made me CRY tears that I don’t deserve to shed. Simply because of the things she has told me. When the people in her life do her wrong and upset her, she takes it out on me and gives me attitude I don’t deserve. She doesn’t know that thru my acting like I could care less……I actually care more then she could ever kno.
YOU don’t kno that……I LOVE MY SISTER.
<3 JMJ.
iPhone Verse written at 11:37 Monday sept, 13
Look, I jus need someone to listen….sweet humble lovin nigga do I fit the description? No nigga years ago that part of me went missin. All the stories you’ve been told have been strictly fiction….listen to my voice and u can hear the pain and conviction….love is a drug and it’s my only addiction.
